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Bored to Death

by Candylion

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1.
2001 03:39
I tried to change myself for you I tried to change myself into something we'd both like something we could get into I felt myself starting to change I felt myself starting to feel like I used to like I never wanted to I'll never be myself again When I'm down to my last breath maybe I'll say I'm sorry I never thought that you would leave I always thought that you would be just like I want you just like I needed you to be I throw myself on to the ground I dare you to just drive around I don't want you to stay I just want you to run me over
2.
I don't drink like I used to even though I want to I go to sleep when I ought to wake up when I'm supposed to Whoa - I am bored to death I don't know myself anymore I'm not sure if I want to I justify everything as doing what I'm supposed to
3.
I remember that one summer when you quit your only job you never told anybody you just stopped showing up I remember that one spring when you said those awful things you never said you were sorry you never said anything I could of been what you wanted if you would of been what I needed We could of made it if you weren't so dumb I don't remember when it changed but it all felt kind of staged yeah you said some hurtful things that I couldn't push away it didn't blow up in our face it just kind of went away it wasn't what I wanted but you never asked any way
4.
I know I have changed but maybe we were supposed to I know you're not happy with you life but I can't save you I know you still blame me and that's ok I didn't mean to move on without you but that's what I did I'm not your loser, no more.
5.
Oklahoma 02:13
I knew what they were telling you I knew you were going to hit the floor I saw everything you thought you knew fade into oblivion I'm sorry I didn't say a thing I didn't promise you'd be ok I knew we'd never talk again You asked me to make you feel like you did before you ever knew I couldn't do a god damn thing I wasn't made for times like these
6.
I knew you never needed me I needed you more than I could ever say but still I acted as if I never gave a shit the more you walked away, I watched you walked I didn't want to live this way / I didn't want to live I knew you'd see straight through me I thought I was smart enough you'd never see I was nothing but just a stupid kid I knew one day you'd leave and then one day you did
7.
I thought about you everyday I knew you wouldn't be ok I never picked up the phone yeah I never picked up the phone I swear I knew your worth I just couldn't find the words to make you feel ok sometimes we can't feel ok If I could, I would find the words to make you stay If I could, I wouldn't push you away When I sleep I dream about you When I wake up I'm still alone I wish I would of changed your mind I wish I would of even tried I never want to see you like this so much so that I let you down I wish I was a better person I wish I had been around
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Insomnia 02:09
Amy do you ever see yourself with me? I know we could be happy yeah that's no lie Amy all that stupid shit I do I wouldn't do if I just had you yeah that's the truth. I don't want to go sleep now baby I don't want to go to sleep without you and I know you feel the same way too you just have to.

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released November 16, 2020

CANDYLION - ST.LOUIS MO / MIXED BY JAMIE WOOLFORD / MASTERED BY DAN COUTANT / ART BY TYLER GROSS / RELEASED BY NINGUID RECORDS (NINGUIDRECORDS.COM)

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